shits*

——- Starting the year with disappointments ——
Sometimes shit happens but in one way or another we learn from it.

by Asenet

The persons around us never tell the truth,
and if they say it, it is never complete.

It’s hard to explain how I feel now
Since I really don’t know
I really believed in something that now is just shit.

I feel like a stranger in a big world
Where the people just play and say many things
That are not truth (lies)

I feel like a stupid,
I feel like a game,
I feel confused
And that is the word: CONFUSED
Because I don’t understand what happened?
I really don’t understand what the fuck happened with all the wasted time.
In which moment occurred this fucking shit????

I just have many mixed feelings
I don’t know what to feel, I don’t know in what to believe
My head, my reasoning don’t understand this situation.

It’s hard to accept the idea
It’s hard to lose
It’s hard to face reality
It’s hard to confront the facts and see the path that I should choose
I just don’t know what to do, this makes me feel so sad
Because it doesn´t matter which way I decide to choose,
Anyway you will not be there.

Many words I could had said now rely just as simple thoughts
Many things we could have done that we didn’t, and now we just can’t.
Many kisses I should had given you and now I can’t kiss you anymore…

~ por asen3t en Marzo 28, 2008.